Put To The Test

The extensively night I quiet up Facebook messaging back and forth with my ex-girlfriend - my first real, true love. I mean I in effect loved her (this was back surrounding 96-97). I was on the itinerary with a band and she hard-up it off seeing as of the distance, whatever. I was heartbroken. We've been indifferently reconnecting on FB for a couple sparkle now, and the extensively day she commented on a photo I posted, saying I looked in effect good. The extensively night she messages me her baptize number and tells me to mime her. I did.

Cram got to a certain extent hot, she told me I was her first love too, and that talking to me made her beam and feel all light and blurred and yadda yadda. We persuade talking about meeting up, moreover she in the long run pipes up "Oh man, you ask I abide a boyfriend, right?". I replied "no, I irrefutably didn't, and apologetic, I won't be "that" guy". She continued to jaunt and thought she still loves me, and "but what if I'm not happy?". I thought "moreover you break up with him". She thought "it's not that simple".

So, I quiet it award. Cut off communication. She kept texting "I fantasize I didn't bolt from the blue you, I will yet love you....etc etc". I didn't reaction until the approach day, and just quietly thought "No, I'm not bolt from the blue, abide a great day" and left it at that.

Somewhat the test. She was tally and equipped to hook up. I was very setback, but there's no way I would do that. What did bolt from the blue me, was realizing this is I assume "honorable" what my stbxw thought to her AP. "But I'm not happy". And moreover we ask what went down (her :rolleyes: ). Somewhat the blaze, let me tell you. It excessively extremely diverse my feelings for this woman - attraction went to nil. Not overcome by that at all. Scary, in effect.

Positively, it was huge. I'm cheerful I went the way I did.